it’s a NO NO to sabotage…(updated)
first of all if u were not that open minded…get the hell out of here…if u were just to MAKI2 n told me to shut the fucked up, get the HELL OUT OF HERE…if u cannot accept things that i am about to say, GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE…
ok so i heard the news about this sabotaging thingy…by the terms of religious…in Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP)
I DUNNO IF THE INFO IS TOTALLY RIGHT BUT AS FAR AS MY INFORMATION GOES, IT IS RIGHT…
people people people…it is not right to sabotage just because things that people did are not in ur noble view…maybe it is true that what that particular people were doing are WRONG but it is a NO NO to sabotage…until that event ran HORRIBLY n the committee GOT BOOed…think clearly guys…what i heard was totally unprofessional…and it is so EMBARRASSING n DISAPPOINTING things to be heard…
i know i am not that STRONGLY RELIGIOUS like u guys…u wanted to do it for the sake of religion…but is that the right thing to do?? sabotaging an event?? but all i know is that, as i heard these things I AM totally ASHAMED…and SAD…for what u guys did by the name of Islam…
so, i think some of u will start to like,’what the hell badtalking about his own religion’…’melawan Islam sndiri…pegi mati’…’pegi mati aa fake Islam’…
ok like i said I KNOW I AM NOT THAT STRONGLY RELIGIOUS LIKE U GUYS…
but did PROPHET MUHAMMAD did the way u guys did?? what do u wanna say bout that?? isnt that PROPHET MUHAMMAD do things wisely instead of sabotaging things that people have worked hard for?? tell me if this is not the right story of PROPHET MUHAMMAD cause this is the only story i have heard since i was in my school days…
now people, the image of Islam nowadays has been badly damaged…and we were called EXTREMIST…
we wanted to change people perspectives that Islam is about peace…but is SABOTAGING AN EVENT REALLY HELP IN CHANGING THE NEGATIVE VIEW?? no damn it!!! IT’S A NO!!! as i heard this from a non-muslim i felt totally dissappointed and ashamed of what u guys did…not to mention the position that u guys are in…
the theory of EXTREMIST is becoming more and more true…JUST BECAUSE OF WHAT U GUYS DID…
tell me that i am wrong for hearing things that are not true regarding of what u guys did…n tell me it is just rumors…tell me that it was all lie that i heard u were sabotaging…tell me this sabotaging thingy is WRONG that u guys did not even do that…cause i felt so embarrassed…
~ totally dissapointed and felt ashamed…thousands of apologize from me of what had happened ~
OK SO HERE’S THE TRUTH…the post before was unvalid…
because sabotaging was actually a misunderstanding…
I AM TOTALLY GLAD IT IS NOT TRUE…syukur to ALLAH…
the truth finally revealed…
THE INFO IS NOT JUST RIGHT THIS TIME…BUT IT IS TOTALLY 100% RIGHT~
the little story~~
He was sitting alone at some corner thinking…All this time, he was searching for some meaning in his life…the life he had until now was so meaningless, nothing to pursue…He let himself drown with the wave of that life, which brought him to where he was now…He knew nothing…All around him was black and blank, with nothing can be seen…Not even some light to shine him over, to give him hope in continuing his life…Without having that much of a friend, he doesn’t know where he should go when issues revolve around him…He got no one to share, not even a single ear that might help him to hear something down, deep inside his heart…He was hurt…but no one knew…Deep inside he was torn apart cause there was nobody he could believe…He tried so hard to have faith, to believe in that one, but in the end that sense of believe tearing him to pieces…Tears falling down, as I look him sitting at that particular corner…trying to erase the past…He wanted to undone the past…cause it was way too much for him too handle…He was haunted by the past, making him suffer…
He always searched for something full of meaning, without even knowing what that something is, but he searched for it without any direction…he was hopeless…the hope he made in searching for that thing was gone…i always see him trying to smile even though the pain was way too hard for him to ignore…he kept on the smile as he wanted nothing but people to know nothing bout the pain he faced…and so the story goes~~
simply the thing i wanna share~~
ok so i take some quiz from quizbox.com…it’s about personality…
the first quiz…about personality…
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
surprisingly i found it kinda true…huhu…
then the 2nd one…still about personality but thru the clothing style…here’s the result…
What others see from your style
Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.
What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties
You are a happy and contented person. You are protective of your friends, honest and tidy. You are hardworking and like to be the person in charge.
What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.
What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else’s control. You don’t care much about how you look, and know that it’s what’s inside someone’s heart that’s important.
What others see from your earrings
You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it.
The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren’t in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
so it goes~~
been so long didnt update my blog…ok here they r…just a lil bit update of the current situation…now am stranded in the chaotic-got-no-people utp…it’s the 2nd day of the so called vacay by most of utpian…yeah it’s kinda a vacay…well utp were off 4 1 week…it was all this h1n1 thing…after so many were quarantined, they decided to close utp n started off the disinfection…but i am just stuck here…with my besties of course…lucky enuf they decided to stay…we!!decided to stay…
as far as i heard 6 utpian positive for h1n1…correct me if i am wrong…hope they’ll get better & be freed from the damn virus…and hope utp free from the infection…but then some people annoyed me…SORRY 4 saying this…there are those that dun wan 2 go 2 get some check up at clinic…it was b4 the utp got closed…just go and check…totally annoying…it wont do u any harm people…some people said,’nnti miss class…rugi’…den ada lg pla,’tkut kuarantin’…n there those bangga pula dun wan to get quarantined when they were having the symptoms…
WTF??!!!
look everything at bigger picture laaa…wat a pain-in-the-ass attitude…go n get ur ass checked…quarantine is 4 ur own sake…n most importantly FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS AROUND U…i admit i’m afraid of being infected but that is not the case for me to speak this thing out loud…eventho u’re pretty confident bout not getting the H1N1…but still there are people having low antibody…n with just normal flu will get them infected then they’ll b vulnerable with H1N1…this H1N1 is not as severe as SARS…as far as i heard in the news they said ‘a normal adult being infected with H1N1 will only have 0.5 fatality percentage‘…it can b prevented by taking early safety precaution…so, y didnt these guys taking early steps to prevent H1N1??think think n think…think of others around u…and in case u’re being infected with H1N1…didnt get checked…then what will happen??
u’ll become the spreader…n WAALAAAA…
MORE cases reported…great~~
i admit i always didnt went to clinic whenever i was sicked…cause i know goin to clinic is way too pain in the ass…but this time it is way too serious to take any action like that…thank god stkt ne i’m still having my great health…if i were goin to have fever, 4 sure gonna get my ass in clinic…even if it meant to get me quarantined, totally i wouldnt mind…now i’m just praying, hoping 4 this disease to b gone…i know all of us hoping 4 the same thing…but prevention must be done..
xkn tggu almost cannot be prevented, then baru sebok2 taking prevention…n panic sbb xdpt kawal…wth??!!
bak kata Karam Singh Walia,‘jangan sudah terhantuk baru terngadah’…
JANGAN BIAR NASI JADI BUBUR…
renung2kn & slmt beramal~~
p/s : sorry 4 the bad words that the writer used in this post…but people nowadays cannot really understand when people saying nicely – in other words ‘KEPALA BATU!!’ – so, that is why the writer wrote like that…
soaring the eagle~~
ok so ste was finished…n it was so damn cool…yeah so cool!!( a so-called long-time-postponed post)
B4 goin to STE…
so i went klcc at 1++…then knew that the registration will only be open at 3p.m…i waited then people were comin little by little…then all of us the STE participants gathered at klcc…but then at 3p.m. there were no sign of registration or anything about ste…then the bus arrived…but we looked at the watch n it was 4.30p.m. owh great the bus was late…then we took off and arrived there 5++ n settled down at 6.30 or more…
1st Dae…
The first day started with introducing the eagle…then ice breaking…using the adjectives that represent ourselves…the FACIs were so cool…Mr Jalil n Ms. Zubaidah also Mr. Emir…it’s hard to describe their coolness…huhu…but it was fun being able to be facied by the two well-experienced people…then we were divided into groups…got syntium, primax, mach5 n sprinta…i was in primax…btw, all of us were in the group 4…n the group was so cool…every1 was like interact like have known each other for a year or so…n the most important thing, like our facis said we got the ‘INTEGRATION’…huhu…
2nd Dae…
the day was kicked off by a health talk…by a she nutritionist…we were thought about having balanced diet n how to measure our lemaks n everything…n there was this part where we measure the lemaks2…dorng flee n Lo suddenly called up my name when she wanted to get some volunteers…she called up but i dun wan…then she said,’ok she dun wan’…automatically i said,’she??!!i am he la’…she apologized then quoted,’sorry but i admit u are pretty’…she just said that i am pretty!!!!owh lord…klu handsome xpa…haha…but it was PRETTY…P-R-E-T-T-Y!!!…haih…pasrah ja la dgn keadaan tym 2…then the day moved on with talk…a beneficial talk yet cool…no boring stuffs…huhu…at night we were having an unofficial class to discuss bout the STE Idol…the group stage…then off we go to bed…
3rd Dae…
the 3rd dae started with some recap then we were on the outdoor game…the S.O.S game…savage our soul i guess the name…4get already owh…the game is 2 get every1 save into an imagination shore from being drown in an imagination acidic sea…the way to get 2 the shore was just using planks that act as buoy…we were battling group 1…both of the team started off great…sending off 3 people 2 the buoy then 1 would go back to the almost-wrecked ship to save others…but otw 2 the shore 1 of em fell down n wallaaa drop dead!!huhu…then one person was being saved…n our leader was becoming the hope as he left alone to go saving the others…cheering for our leader, Arunan to keep things easy no rushing…the other group doing great saving 3 people…then as we cheer for Arunan, he slipped then slowly we saw our only hope falling down…so there goes our hope…gone…n the buoy were half of the distance from the shore to the almost-wrecked ship…the other group tried helping us by getting two of their members get the buoy back to us…but as they approach the buoy they were being provoked to steal that thing from us…n they did…we were feeling hopeless…but luck was on our side, after couple of steps stealing the buoy both of em fall…n hell yeah we scream gratefully…well the buoy were getting nearer 2 us…then we were using shoes and its laces to create a hook in getting the buoy…in the very last minute, we were able to reach the buoy and save 6 other people…n we won!!huhu…then at the evening STE Idol for Group 4 being held…i’m the emcee together with Sofia…LoLo n Zhong Ying won it…beating Stiel, Naj & Nazrin and VaniChoo…huhu…but then LoLo and Stiel went to compete for the grand finale along with the winner from group 1,2 and 3…at nite we got no activity then LoLo, Stiel, Nuge n I Dota-ing…
4th Dae…
The day also being started with recap…then talk being continued about achieving TWB (total well being)…the fun went on and on…as we got 2 know each other more…the more we had fun…2gether with the facis…huhu…it was so damn cool…at night it was the public speaking…b4 went to the activity i was having kesakitan d perut yg boleh dkatakn berat…huhu…but i was able to hold it 4 a while…then at the public speaking i was crossing my fingers so that i cud be the 2nd or the 3rd one to talk…dun wanna be d 1st…huhu…but malang sunggoh nasib menimpa diri ini, when one by one said others’ name…omg i was so freaking out that time…until at some time i was like,’noooo!!!owh god’…well, i wanna get it done b4 my sakit perut got worst…the facis were like,’eh mimi xsbar eh’…haha…kinda like that la…then after 10 people (i guess) talked, my name being called,’owh yes thank god’ my heart said…huhuhu…i got the title of my talk bout teamwork in ste…so i talk n talk…then comes the comment…mel said that i’m good…hehe…thanks mel…Mr Jalil said that he likes my attitude b4 the talk as i was like eager to give some talk…haha…that was because my sakit perut…but hey ada hikmah jg…huhuhu…then he said i have a commercial-dj-like voice…*kembang kembang*…hahaha…thanks mr jalil…mdm zubaidah said that i was just less in term of smiling…if i was smiling in my talk it wud b greater she said…thanks…n i will improve in my talk nex tym…hehe…
5th Dae…
As usual recap started the day…it was the final day for STE…n it felt the time was so short having 5 days to be on Group 4…it was so great getting into a group of people that were so cool…also as usual talk being continued in hoping for us to become the best for petronas…we had the appreciation session…where every1 thanked and able to express their gratitude towards each other…the session for the day was ended with certificate-giving ceremony…after that we had a group photo…every1 was camwhoring all over the room…huhu…at the night the STE Idol Grand Finale being held and it was the gathering b4 STE closed its curtain…our group Idol (Lolo n Stiel) singing Sampai Syurga and it was hot…huhu…every1 enjoyed the performance…and we from group 4 was yelling all the way giving everything we got 2 support them…then the facis sang two songs…one for the guys and one for the ladies…at the back we just like went crazy…haha…supporting the facis…it was kinda disappointing looking at the others just sat tite n ate their meals…but we just sang and cheered our throat out for the facis…then the 2nd song we decided 2 go at the stage 2 dance while the facis sang the Teman Tapi Mesra…then barula others joining us supporting the facis…still it was fun…n maybe at the beginning they were shy2 a bit…huhu…then it was announced that the winner for STE Idol is LoLo n Stiel…we cheer like insane!!haha…cause our group won…huhu…after that, all we did were dancing till 12 am…huhu…it was so cool…we were having so much fun…then the curtain is closed 4 ste…
6th Dae…
It was the day for all of us to go home (only for some people)…it was kinda sad cause the program was so cool n it felt as the fun was not enough for just 5 days…huhu…at 9++ we off to klcc…then every1 went off with their own ways…
- group 4 rox!!ada sorng tba2 msuk…
- it’s syntium!!
- it’s primax!!sori daphnee me blockin u
- it’s mach5!!
- the sprinta
- daph n I…XoXo Primax!!huhu
- vani n I
- 6 of us…muat jg
- the gang
- 5 of us
- Lo, me n flee
- ms. zubaidah n I
- mr jalil with me n stiel
- me, zhong ying, jen n stiel
- stiel, me n Lo
- ayu n I
- syntium, mach5, primax n sprinta!!
- the girls…
- ramai2 with kak chinta~~
- us
- camwhoring~~
- it’s susu n I!!huhu…jgn mrh siew2
- mark n I
- having fun
- flee, LoLo, nuge n stiel
- tgk sungai
- jog at the evening…
- lolo, me, nas, flee n stiel
- learn so much from STE…from Mr Jalil n Mdm Zubaidah…n also Mr. Emir…thanks 4 all the things u guys shared n gave us…GROUP 4 ROXXX!!!…xoxo *hahaha* -
i’m in kl~~
ok…i was just arrived to kl this evening…
n my hols were at its end…
but screw that…
i watch this program The Duke…at axn…
they featured a motorola’s…
and i’m in LOVE with it…

Motorola Aura
yes the name is Aura…Motorola Aura…
the design is so cool…it’s in my wishlist now…
i wanna have it!!haha…
speaking of wishlist…
here’s My top wishlist :
~ trip 2 korea and japan…in d winter ~
~ havin piano n able to make songs with it ~
~ gettin white-striped black painted mini cooper and 1 aston martin’s ~
before the holidays off…
i have internet issue for a week so i cant bloggin since then…this post is for 2weeks…but this it is about the highlights of the weeks actually…
first of all…MONDAY
went to KK with my bros…i wanna cut my hair so we went to city mall…my bro yg sorng mau jg kboxing d citymall 2…well,it was superb (for me) there…the kbox…we went there but sadly the salon closed…damn…so, there goes my haircut…but i saved money on a brighter side…we decided to go str8 4 kboxing…but as our steps reaching the entrance of the kbox site, BLACKOUT!!shoottt…my bro were screaming…like TIIDAAAKK!!…hahaha…he was the one so semangat wanna go there but then it turned out to b like that…with frustation we wait…we wait n wait n wait n WAIT…then the electricity went back in…n we have waited for an hour i guess…so,we went to the kboxing site…dgn smngt…we were supposed to give ourselves 2hours for kboxing but due to the damn blackout we just paid for 1hour…well,it was kinda getting late…then KBOXING TIME!!!after that we went home…
WEDNESDAY
on the day before i got message from Cassendra bout a reunion of the St. Paulian…owh yeah a reunion…i woke early for that…early for me la…haha…preparing to meet my one-year-lost friends…arrived at Mok Cafe – a cafe of our very own chemistry teacher, Ms. Rosemary – i think exactly 2pm…yes we made a deal to gather there around 2pm…there i saw a couple…it was jimo n cass…haha…we waited for the others…sambil 2 crita2…2.30pm, 4 more people showed up…then i ordered french fries n sausage…we ate den crita2 lg…2.45 – no sign of others are showing…bagusnyaaa 45mnit lmbt…i called Ella to get at Mok faster…then others arrived along with Ella…but at 3.04pm…they were late for 1hour n 4minutes…haihhh…buruk prangai…haha…we were having wonderful long talk…crita mcm2…ktawa sna sni…the worker smpai bngung bout drinks that we ordered…but then dgn slumbernyaa my fren mnum smpai tggl setengah till the drink that he really ordered came…then he said,’eh ne sepa order??yg ne bru b2l mnuman aku’…dgn muka dia yg sllu cm blur2…haha…some of the pics…thanks to qayum for the last 2pics…
- thefanny, fauziah n cassendra
- thefanny, fauziah n half of anna feat tissue n drink
- ella c pelahap…n anna…haha
- the girls
- the guys being gayed over themselves…haha
- us feat ms rosemary
THURSDAY
bennie n I had planned on going to MRSM…wanna get our sijil SPM then jumpa cegu2…went there with jimo mnta hntr my bro…plan 1st gather dlm jm10…but then all of us arrive around 11…we have some time issue here…haha…

kemuncak kegemilangan
charo cannot come as she went to her KB that day…so there were 4 of us (Bennie, Awie, Jimo n I)…we met at cafe be4 goin to pjbt pntdbiran to get the sijil…then muhajir came joining us…the school didnt have much changes since our high school times were over…the teaching team and some of the walls are new in colour were the only changes that can be noticed…went to 3 out of 4 of the departments there…awie n I wanna went to all of the departments…but the others dun wan to go to jbtn sains sosial…well,in there lies the most ganas teachers ever in mrsm…haha…but they were peramah…dunno y they dun wan to step in at that particular department…firstly we went to jbtn maths…but ms. rahimah was the only one sittin in that department…so,we had some chattin with her while waiting for cegu yan…after a while cegu yan didnt show up we decided to went to jbtn bahasa den went back to jbtn maths to meet her…well,it was her class time at that time…at jbtn bahasa we went in and the were some teachers…first we met my mami homeroom…she just watched me (well i was the first to enter) till i said,’haaiii mamiiii’…n she was like,’ehhh syahmiiii…lainnyee dh awk…xknal td’…wow xdknali…haha…then as i walked i saw cegu noraini among the teacher yg baik n rapat dgn diriku…i said hhaaiii to her…the she was like…’eh syahmiii…lain’…again…another cegu xknal…haha…then met ms. d our very own penasihat bwp…then she showed us the pic of bwp room…it was gettin prettier!!then she said,’ne la pa yg u guys usahakn…bru dpt thun ne’…they were having a big meeting table and some almari with the room being painted…that were like exactly what we asked in our time…after 2years bru dpt…ish ish ish…good 4 them to get that…then we off to meet cegu yan…crita2…then dtg cegu hariani…bennie directly mngeluarkn persoalan yg amat bonus…she was like,’cegu suda kawen??’…sdgkn cegu 2 sdh mngandung…hahaha…ben ben ben…ok so we talked n talk n talk talk…lama sdh xjmpa kn…then cegu norli came in…i was d 1st to give her a big smile…she was like smiling back to me…the she asked cegu hariani,’pehal ne??’…cegu hariani gtau yg we batch which one…then she said,’mcm knal laa’…then she looked at me…n said,’syaahmiii!!eh lain la’…ahaha…brubah b2l rpanya aku ne smpai jd len…haha…then she added,’nmpk tggi cuma muka xselicin dulu’…haih…2 yg mau dielakkn 2 pla yg dpt…adeehh…after that went to jbtn sains…the last one of the visit…it’s getting long…the post i mean…ok that was all about the visit of mrsm…

cegu yan, miss d n cegu juhaida feat awie

muhajir, bennie n cegu yan
FRIDAY
Went to kg around 1.45pm…with two of my cousins and my bro…went there utk potong rumput…my bro using the machine and the cousins n I have to use parang to cut smua rumput yg telah memanjang…n it was really tiring…with only parang utk potong rumput d kluasan yg agak melampau…tgn smua sakit…despite that i found it was kinda fun…well,rather than doing nothing like a #$%l…haha…

my bro
WEDNESDAY
it was 24 June…and it was the premiere of Transformer…went to kk with taxi instead of tumpang jimo n jai cause jai said they will set off from home at 6++…too early 4 me…so,i decided to take taxi…arrived there at the taxi station at 6.50++ i guess…the taxi driver always wait till the taxi was filled with 4people…so i was like waiting and it will maybe take an hour++ so i will take off at 8++ n arrive maybe around 9.30…not that early…but it was NOT!!!after maybe 10minutes the taxi i am about to ride being filled with 3 other peoples…holy great!!took off at 7.10 maybe…then arrive at 8.30…i was supposed to arrive at 8 but thank god the traffic got sux n slowing us down…but still 8.30 was so damn early…it’s a.m. ok…called jimo n he said he was eatin at some restaurant so i went there…eating…till 9…so,we went to centrepoint at 9++ when everythin were still closed…too early…n the KKian (as lo claimed) came at 10.30 or more…it was so damn bored waitin with the pilak2 like damn a*%&#@!s…after lo n nuge arrived they decided to went for bowling…so,Lo, Nuge, Jai, Jimo n I went to the bowl…but like always i aint gettin myself involve with bowling…haha…around 12.50…we went for the movie…

transformers : revenge of the fallen
it was one hell of a movie!!!it was so great…the first scene was already blewing me up…the fight scene was so great…there were some funny part in the movie…the pilak2 were like shit screaming for nothin but it aint blewing my mood over the movie…it was perfect all the way…plus megan fox makin it hot…haha…it worth to be watched…this movie is freaking awesome…but i miss some portion of the movie…well,the drinks really makin me mad…damn 2l…10/10 for the rating…o ya,i just cant believe nuge said that he was sleeping…bngung pnya nuge…hahaha…then we ended up our fun with kboxing for an hour…
thanks if u made it all the way thru this part…thanks for reading n sorry 4 the longness of this post…haha
p:/s : if u’re reading this…please i’m begging u do not do it…please…do not act like that…please please please…u know who u are…seriously PLEASE!!!that’s not the way…there are plenty of ways…do not do this…PLEASE!!!
cuti2 malaysia…(not really…)
ok so i’m in my holidae season…for 1month++…n so far soooo not good…i’m bored~~
so not good…with thinking bout my result which i guess will b screwed…
well, i’m not like lo, scoring 5 subjects 4 50++ except 4 econ but still pretty close to 50…
the courseworks marks i mean…n fyi, it was out of 60…smart eyh c lolo ne…
in fact i’m the opposite…scoring 5 subjects 4 40++ except 4 english…but whatever~~haha
yesterdae i did went out with my frens…Lo, Jimo, n Nuge…
we decided to go out n have sum fun as the other guys feelin bored also at home…
went there (centrepoint) with jimo and we arrived at 10++…then lo at 15minutes l8er…
then nuge arrived at 11…nuge paling dkt centrepoint 2 dgn rmh dia…
but he was the really-the-late one…jimo n i yg paling jauh but we were the one yg awl…
xpa2…then we went to chicken rice shop…havin our lunch trus…after that went for bowlin…
those 3 ja yg men bowling…with 3 games…1st one jimo won…then 2nd one jimo lg xslap…xslap la…
then d last one lo pla yg mnang…i was laughin all thru the 3games…because there were this group…
dogo ne…haha…bla dorng ckp 4 sure ktawa…hahaha…so evil so evil…tp wat can i do…
really funny…lo also laughing…huhu…den one of em was so bringin lucky to Lo…
after she knocked out pins (not strike la) lo akn dpt jatuhan pin dgn banyak sekaliii…haha…
bgus LORENZO!!so proud of u…till lo mmenangi the 3rd game…hahaha…
then we went to hunt 4 new phone 4 jimo…sadly there were none…
we tried searched 4 d phone at wawasan plaza…but still zero…jimo decided to go home…
3 of us decided to go to 1borneo…but after a hard decision making we went to city mall…
went to kbox there…well,it was spacy and has a good sound system so i suggested there…huhu…
lgpn lo n nuge blum prnh lg pegi sna…so we went there…n we paid 4 kboxing 4 1hour…
just rm12…rm10 4 standard room…we paid for d deluxe room…bigger than d standard one…
lo sang 5 songs, also me with 5 songs then nuge with only 4 songs…smpt jg pilih lagu b4 being closed…
after that we went home…it was still fun tho at first we were thinkin wat were we goin to do…
looking 4ward 4 d next havin-fun time…can’t wait…
chronicles of life
he just dunno why…lately, he felt so empty…
he just feel so alone…in this moment still d emptiness filling him…
his world is getting darker…with his life crumbling…
he’s lost…no direction to go…without any clue…
he used to this thing…he know very well bout this feeling…
he always had this feeling…
but lately…
it’s just taking him over…
his hope is fading…seems like he wanted to give up…
giving up on this life…let everything go…
passing him by…he then can be free from his pain…
he wanted to be saved…but he never been heard…
he’s screaming in pain…but no1 knew…
no1 knew…
he searched his box of Pandora…
for it may had the hope lies within…
but the hope is nowhere to be found…
the hope to erase all the darkness is gone…
he desperately wanted to free…
feeling the freedom he ever wanted…
but, it is just a dream…
a fantasy which cant be a reality…
maybe death is the only way…
for him to own a smile…
another words, another page, another story goes in life
THE SANITY
everywhere i look i see,
there were something about me,
that i can’t even understand,
cannot be described by my mind…
i’m asking myself why,
why can’t i just pass this by,
to let everything be gone,
to let myself be undone…
the strength to hold on to,
is fading, hard to pull through,
with the string getting thin,
living is nowhere to be seen….
i’m running out of sanity,
everything seems unreal to me,
taking my life, eating my soul,
tormented through it all…
the pain is killing me,
save me, i just want to flee,
freedom is all that i wish,
for this suffer to perish…
i want everything to be fine,
having life, free in my mind,
where everything warm and calm,
to other world, i shall come…

































