a thought at the moment…
the clock is ticking…
i found myself thinking…
of the past and the present…
how i wish it would end…
tick tock tick tock…
everything were in fog…
blurred, i tried to find…
but i lost, nothing in the lines…
it felt so far apart,
trying to reach, i fell hard,
still searching, still nothing,
why is this happening…
at a moment it got me,
got me thinking how great it would be…
to have it, happy i might,
now it seems far, i can’t think straight…
give me strength to hold on,
cause giving up is all i want,
wishing me to just disappear,
let’s give it an end for it to clear…
chronicles of life
he just dunno why…lately, he felt so empty…
he just feel so alone…in this moment still d emptiness filling him…
his world is getting darker…with his life crumbling…
he’s lost…no direction to go…without any clue…
he used to this thing…he know very well bout this feeling…
he always had this feeling…
but lately…
it’s just taking him over…
his hope is fading…seems like he wanted to give up…
giving up on this life…let everything go…
passing him by…he then can be free from his pain…
he wanted to be saved…but he never been heard…
he’s screaming in pain…but no1 knew…
no1 knew…
he searched his box of Pandora…
for it may had the hope lies within…
but the hope is nowhere to be found…
the hope to erase all the darkness is gone…
he desperately wanted to free…
feeling the freedom he ever wanted…
but, it is just a dream…
a fantasy which cant be a reality…
maybe death is the only way…
for him to own a smile…
another words, another page, another story goes in life
THE SANITY
everywhere i look i see,
there were something about me,
that i can’t even understand,
cannot be described by my mind…
i’m asking myself why,
why can’t i just pass this by,
to let everything be gone,
to let myself be undone…
the strength to hold on to,
is fading, hard to pull through,
with the string getting thin,
living is nowhere to be seen….
i’m running out of sanity,
everything seems unreal to me,
taking my life, eating my soul,
tormented through it all…
the pain is killing me,
save me, i just want to flee,
freedom is all that i wish,
for this suffer to perish…
i want everything to be fine,
having life, free in my mind,
where everything warm and calm,
to other world, i shall come…
another piece of mine……
TITLE : The melody of pain
i close my eyes,
thinking all of the lies,
the lies that revolve,
in this heart, cant b solve…
each day passed with tears,
for things that i fear,
tearing me up inside,
closing the light of my sight…
faith is fading,
away from everything,
taking me to the dark side,
where pain covers the light…
my heart bleed,
hurting me in every beat,
biting me inside,
hugging me tight…
there’s no hope within,
in the world of evil and mean,
where life is meaningless,
being teared into pieces…
the melody of pain swings,
as my friend for living,
in this insanity,
in this bloody agony…
i shall perish forever,
for everything to be over,
happy whispering, calling me,
at the other side to feel free…
escaping reality 