it should be~
guess gonna be a bit emo…haha…
i’ve been wondering lately…
do things at this time is the right thing for me??
that’s what bothering me a lot…
i know i should appreciate things at present…
but that question totally hit me in the face…
cause right now it doesnt seem right…and it doesnt even make sense…
yes i have dreams…
i pushed it away long time ago…
but now it’s haunting…
only now i know how bad i want those dreams…
i keep on thinking of moving on…
cause it seems promising…
but now, i dont have the passion to pull this through…
it’s confusing…
what if i choose that path instead of this one??
what if i take those not these…
what if…
what if~~
*sigh*
escaping reality 