two thousand oh so awesome twelve!
well well well this is the last day of 2012…and been busy with my life of course studying come to an end with performances and yada yada…with the ending of the year of 2012 i shall continue on with my review…oh TODAY ALSO REMARKS THE END OF MY UNDERGRADUATE YEARS…woootttt…so i’m unofficially graduated heyhoooo…haha…ok so let’s move on with the review of my awesome 2012…and this is gonna be long…hope you’ll survive if you’re reading…haha
#STUDY LIFE
well i was on my final year final…went through 3 semesters for this year…for the first year got something unexpected academically…wasn’t expecting that…but thank god…for the second semester starting on my final year project…not what i expected…still i’m cool with it…the third and final semester…holy cow sv for fyp went away…just like that…tunggang langgang on my project…need to change everything…got sv only on october…and have approximately 2 months to finish two semesters worth project…but then…all is well…all is well…managed to get through hell…well not that Hell but at least…oh whatever i don’t need to explain…the important thing it turned out awesome…twas bittersweet study life tho…
#LOVE LIFE
err no comment??hahahaha… 😛
#SOCIAL LIFE
well awesome people like always have been there in my life…got closed with new ones especially UPAGsters…and closer to the closed ones…especially membe2 borneo…ah i love them…no homo…it’s sad to be leaving UTP cause well the study is over and leaving the one that i assumed as my family…been awesome with them here…though we have issues (eh adaka??haha) but still we are awesome…i know i’ll be missing these guys later…with the partay…haha…with all the laughters all the silly jokes all that tease all the FUN…ahh be sure we would stay the same when we are working…as in having fun together la…matang tu of course lah jadi matang kan…haha…anyway, let’s pray for our placement!!hehe
#OTHERS
for the others would like to say the highlight of my year…which was in October…went to KOREA!!!ahhh awesomeeee…went there for participating in Cheonan World Dance Festival 2012…it was awesome but the process to go there was…ah god only knows how tiring and how in pain everyone was…haha…as a team we performed 5 dances, Inang, Zapin, Joget, Magunatip and Wau Bulan…but as for two of us (Fieza and Me) we got to perform another one, Mengiluk…so these are the videos of our performances…
this one is the Inang, Zapin and Joget
this is the Magunatip…guess which one is me??ahaha
don’t have the official video for the Wau Bulan tho…
and then the last one would be Mengiluk…
and the exciting part is
my partner and I got a place for an award…yay!!hihi
oh as a team we got bronze for street parade too…
and fourth for best overall team…
psssttt Malaysia is the only country that got an award for every category…hoho
#CONCLUSION
so over all my 2012 was awesome…thank you everyone for making it as awesome as i can feel it to be…thank you for having me…thank you god for giving me the chance to live up my 2012…thank you my parents for all your prayers and support…thank you besties for making things just as awesome…thank you UPAG for making my wish list come true…thank you choreographer (cik ayub, abg jeff, cik hamid) for all the hardwork…thank you cik amad for all your work…thank you UTP…THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!
Day 4 : A photo that makes you happy
top left: mark, stiel, nana
bottom left: lo, nunih, ME!
taken at STE program for PETRONAS scholar…
tonnes of cool stuffs happened…
this is the last night…
we enjoyed that night…
dance and sing like on crack…haha
whole lot of people were so cool…
even the facis!!which were like two generations before us…
glad i attended the program…
most of all i got to do it with my awesome besties…
toast for the will-be~
it’s frikkin 5 something…and yes in the morning…got so bored nothing to do…so blogging it is…so,it is the 31st december of 2010…yeah yeah…the last frikkin day of 2010…2010 will be the past…and here goes the 2011…so while speaking of the so called year 2010 like typical end of year post (yeah i know people will get bored…suck it up and face it…don’t wanna read, may as well go to hell…shoohh!! ok easy there~ *smile*) i’m going to write bout my 2010…all along 2010 lots of things happen…great things…the shittiest thing ever also happened in 2010…but let’s do some recap…
STUDY LIFE
ok study thingy…my 1st year 2nd semester and 2nd year 1st semester was in that year…1st year 2nd was one hell of horrible sem…way shitty…remembering it, is just way hard…ok i don’t wanna talk bout it…cause it’s just sucks…2nd year 1st semester…got myself a brand new me…got some counselling…from my sponsor…he who should not be named…but hell i know they were just pretend to care…they don’t even remember your name…even your course…so,why bother??just go on with this shitty life and work my ass up…proud of myself for this one subject…well Business Systems Development…for the first time i do kinda a bit well in programming subject…it was horrible, the past programming subjects…got 8.1 for the project…AND HELL YES I SMILED TO MY FUCKING AWESOMEST!!!haha…overall the 2nd year 1st was ok…don’t know bout the result but might as well cross the fingers…*crossing fingers tightly*
ETC
2010 was also the year that i got to meet my bestest friend ever…NINI EVO VAIZURA SAZALI…the wanted-to-be-called MENG…after 2years only i got to see her…and i have to admit i was FUCKING NERVOUS upon seeing her at KL Sentral…HAHA…dumbass!!but then brightness translated on my face when i saw her…fuckyeah!!!then let’s move on to the BBQ partay at Tg Aru Beach…it was Charo, Meng, Ben, Jimmy, Valen and I…hang out till night…and it was the awesome shit ever!!THANKS FOR THE FUCKING AWESOME MEMORY!!!!damn it i miss US!!!
went to kuching too with Nunih and Lo…fetched by Acap and Nana at the airport…were there for 1 week…hang out with the mentioned name plus Azuwan and Awang…sadly the one who should be there weren’t there…yes Stiel…dia xda!!!appuuu~ anyways, awesome trip!!!went to the mall…and serious shit there were no single PILAK can be seen…if you went to KK, prepare for an eyesore…or maybe internal eye bleeding…HAHA…cause there were tonnes of PILAK…holy crap terabur sana sini…i know they were human too but would you please stop acting like you own the place??in your own country we wouldn’t be treated as kind as you here fuckers!!!SEMAK LA BODO!!!ok so kuching is AWESOME…
oh 2010 also the beginning of the Syahmi Bieber thingy…dang!!!my picture was compared to Justin Bieber…yes that Baby singer if you don’t know…and was claimed to be the same…what the hell right??haha…
so that’s that much about my so-called 2010…let’s toast for 2011…hope it’ll be fucking awesome!!!FINGERS CROSSED!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
cause i call it awesome~
i'd take bullets for them~
“alongside we walk,
all along we talk,
the world went silent,
only us in that moment…
no matter how far,
don’t give a damn where we are,
let everything be gone,
as we’ll go as one…
thru all the things,
thru all the suffering,
i will be always there,
ready, taking the bullet all the way~“
urs truly,
-syahmijasrin-
kuching and everything cool~
yeah…am here at utp…this is a 1-week postponed post…and i have been in kuching for one week…had lotsa fun…three of us the sabahan went there…fli, lo n I…i was excited for the trip well ya know i’ve never been there but most of all i’ll be enjoying all along with besties after a devastated-fucking-cannot-be-named thingy happen…at least i’ll be over with that by goin to kuching…and took MAS to kuching at around 10a.m on 17/07/10…MAS plane always feel hot…the only thing that can be considered taking MAS is they prepared food…but that’s for long journey…for just short one…better take airasia…cooler and cheaper…haha…arrived at kuching around noon…acap and nana was fetching us…nana changed his hair colour…same as my previous hair colour…KARAT!!!haha…
#1st day
the first day (the day of arrival) we stayed at nana’s aunt’s crib…just for one night…went bbq-ing at acap’s crib that night…before that went to get jersey…got to see kuching a bit…and the day just went on as usual…
#2nd day
went to the shopping complex there…tun jugah (the one that stiel recommended)…not really ones that on my favorite list…haha…parkson and everything…then ate mee kolok (fucking nice!!haha)…that night futsal~ and i suffer chestpain…for the 1st time…bodo…then went back and at the crib we ended the night with hell lot of stories… ;”)
#3rd day
oh the worst day…feeling so not ok…sleepy…serious shit…haish…by half of the day it got better…well had myself some sleep on the way to emmm emmmm…i dun remember the place…haha…went for bowling but as usual am not playing…and after that they (acap,nana,fli n lo) hitting pool…then we went for the always-the-best-ever-place-to-be…the karaoke’s!!yeaahh…all of us sang some songs…for two hours…oh got to hear nana’s singing…peewwiiittt~ hohoho…
#4th day
went to the spring…ate there…tasted another laksa sarawak…large bowl…damn tasty…then we went to watch Ong Bak 3…i don’t really understand the storyline…haha…but the fight scenes as usual SUPERB…oh and the hero looked like Awie in Sembilu…haha…went to have dinner at i-dunno-where-cause-i-was-drop-dead-sleeping-on-the-way…and we had ayam penyet…YUMMY!!!tho pedas sambal…but it tasted awesome…later,that night got myself a haircut…all thanks to Flironny…nunih thank u!!hoho
#5th day
woke up late…supposed to be wandering at the morning…haha…oh wait but i woke up early…the earliest…wahaha…then we went to get our meals…at scr…and we move on to damai…we’re goin to beach yo!!arrived there and paid rm3…huhu…and as we settled down i forgot one most important thing to bring when u’re goin to beach…TOWEL…yeah i totally forgot…damn…all of us rushed to the sea…but not me…unfortunately…well i had a thing for sea…sea kinda freaked me out…haha…so i just stayed not far from the shore where i can safely touch the sand and less worried…haha!!damn u sea…it’s ur fault…haha…that night three of us (nana, lo n I) dyed our hair…nana got himself red maroonish…i was red brown…and lo brown…mcm 1 tone warna ja…ahaha~ *this raya seriously i’m dead…hoollyyy tuuttttt*
#6th day
kinda the last whole day in kuching…well, the next day is the day we took off from kuching…there’s nothing much…same as usual woke up late…haha…goin to eat and just stayed all day at nana’s crib…watching final destination 3…and one word always came out from me,’shit!’…ahaha…well,the way of their death is something…but found it kinda cool…hahaha…i mean the creator/producer or whatever u called em can think of doin something like that…awesomeness…i used to dream of creating a movie like that…u know,all those killing gut-spilled head-chopped-off brain-spurted-out kinda movie…kinda like the idea…haha…then at night met nana’s family and ate along…nana’s lil cousin looked like nana…but cuter…hahahaha…jgn mrh nana~
#7th day
say bye2 to kuching…we were sent to kia by nana’s aunt…at 9 something we officially said goodbye to kuching…see ya later kuching…*hope so* hehe~
and here’s the pictures…
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- nana and acap…at karaoke’s~
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- nunih n lo…
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- at waterfront…like this one
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- them
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- another shot
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- nunih and a croc…try rotate the pic 90 degrees~
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- lo…somehow it felt different…haha
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- lubang hidung…HAHA!
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- peewiitt~ haha
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- acap…cerah oo…congrats~ *giggle*
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- haunted~
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- random shot
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- liking this one
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- lo, nunih, acap n nana
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- lo bangga with this pic
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- and me with new haircut and new colour~ haha
p/s : wanted to post nana’s 5months pic…but then tlmpau femes pla nnti ssh~ hahaha
p/s(2) : god please lemme be alive this raya…haha!!
p/s(3) : thanks to all that involved…nana’s family especially, nana, acap, awang n azwan…
THANKS A LOT EVERYONE~
i wish i could save you~
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s just skin and bones
There’s nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won’t give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)
~ NEVS…be strong…u will pull this through…i know ~
a pray from me to u
NINI EVO VAIZURA SAZALI
I pray for ur pain 2 go away…
WISH U AT THE PERFECT-GREATEST HEALTH…
aku mo jumpa ko…
THAT’S Y U NEED 2 B HEALTHY!!!
i know u’re in pain right now…
aku mampu ckp n doa ja…
sabar ja aa…
U’LL B BETTER…
WHEN WE MEET AKU MO KTA CRITA2 CM DULU…
KO KTAWA CM DULU…
CRITA BERJAM2…
KO MSTI SEHAT AA…
i’m hoping 4 d best of ur health…
‘aku doakan NINI EVO VAIZURA SAZALI smbuh’
‘aku doakan dia sihat like she used to be’
~ U’LL B THE BEST N COOLEST FRIEND 4EVER ~
escaping reality 